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Jan. 15th, 2011 11:13 pmCarlotta didn't know what date she was supposed to have her period. But she knew it had come and gone.
Her feelings had turned from terror and emotion to a deep, almost numb terror. She had been starting to feel like she was walking through a bad nightmare, day after day, unable to tell anyone in case that made it all officially true.
And one night, she just couldn't cope any more. She took the bottle of whiskey from Will's caravan - bought before rationing kicked in - snuck it into her pocket and headed for the bar. She'd be back and sober before anyone would miss her.
When she gets to the bar, she goes straight up to her room, and has a couple of drinks. Slowly, her world starts to calm down.
She lies on the sofa for a long while. Then as she gets up to go to the bathroom, her world begins to spin. She feels something hit her head, hard, then everything goes black.
Her feelings had turned from terror and emotion to a deep, almost numb terror. She had been starting to feel like she was walking through a bad nightmare, day after day, unable to tell anyone in case that made it all officially true.
And one night, she just couldn't cope any more. She took the bottle of whiskey from Will's caravan - bought before rationing kicked in - snuck it into her pocket and headed for the bar. She'd be back and sober before anyone would miss her.
When she gets to the bar, she goes straight up to her room, and has a couple of drinks. Slowly, her world starts to calm down.
She lies on the sofa for a long while. Then as she gets up to go to the bathroom, her world begins to spin. She feels something hit her head, hard, then everything goes black.
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Date: 2011-01-15 11:18 pm (UTC)When she orders her wine, a note from Bar appears along with the number of Carlotta's room.
Quickly she heads upstairs and first knocks before opening the door and crying out, "Carlotta?!"
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Date: 2011-01-15 11:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-15 11:30 pm (UTC)"Oh Carlotta, what have you done to yourself?"
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Date: 2011-01-15 11:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-15 11:37 pm (UTC)"Carlotta, can you hear me?"
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Date: 2011-01-15 11:46 pm (UTC)"Mmm." she says. Possibly this is a yes.
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Date: 2011-01-15 11:48 pm (UTC)Normally Demeter doesn't cheat very often, today she does and lifts Carlotta to set her down, saying a few words of Greek to slow the bleeding.
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:01 am (UTC)She seems quite drowsy, though whether that's alcohol or concussion is unclear.
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:04 am (UTC)"Tell me what happened, dear?"
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:17 am (UTC)And then she remembers, and starts to sob. It's no good hiding it from Demeter, Demeter will know.
"Missed my period." she says, wiping her eyes on her hand and trying not to get blood in them. "I'm pregnant an' I'm so scared an' I don' know what to do..."
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:20 am (UTC)She runs her hand through Carlotta's hair and closes her eyes before saying,
"No, you're not pregnant, Carlotta."
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:37 am (UTC)"Did I lose it?" she whispers.
Wait, alcohol is bad for pregnancy, isn't it? She starts to sob harder.
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:41 am (UTC)Gently, Demeter hugs her without moving her too much.
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:44 am (UTC)"But I've got all th' symptoms." she says. "We did it three times an' there was millions an' millions of sperm an' Will didn' want t'use the condom because we were married an' I didn' stop him. Are you sure?"
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:46 am (UTC)She moves to hold Carlotta tighter since she doesn't look well at all,
"If you'd like someone in the infirmary can do a test to show you that you're not. They probably should look at your head too."
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Date: 2011-01-16 12:58 am (UTC)"I feel awful." she admits. "Even more than have f'the last few weeks."
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Date: 2011-01-16 01:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-16 09:08 pm (UTC)Carlotta in trouble??
He had barely banked the fire and closed the door, then bolted up the bypass stairs and towards her room.
"What ails her?" he asks, when he sees Demeter already there. "Is she with child?"
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Date: 2011-01-16 09:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-16 09:22 pm (UTC)Demeter hears herself sounding sharp but its tiring. She's a goddess of fertility, Carlotta could have simply asked her instead of worrying herserlf until she was hurt.
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Date: 2011-01-16 09:38 pm (UTC)"There isn't anything else."
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Date: 2011-01-16 09:44 pm (UTC)I didn' tell anyone."
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Date: 2011-01-16 09:47 pm (UTC)"I understand, Carlotta, but please know you can talk to me."
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Date: 2011-01-16 10:03 pm (UTC)no subject
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